And I'd wonder again

Sometimes, one of these days when it rains,

I want to sit by the window sill,

And read her my favourite book,

And watch her wonder at the rain drops

But before there were rains,

There had been a summer,

Never the same, but this,

Not quite like any other

Sure not like her first

When she’d crawl more and walk less,

Garble more and talk less,

Yet each time her lips parted,

She brought me a feeling uncharted.

A myriad, not one, I’ll always be swarmed

She’ll giggle away and I’ll be disarmed

In summers to follow,

She’d put on her school dress,

Wave out to me

Like a sun in her prowess,

Then there was a period when she sketched,

That was also the time she started caring for her tress

Season changed, and cold was common again,

To give her company, I too would feign a pain,

She had started dancing now,

Sometimes I’d shake a leg too,

Solving her math problems,

I’d learn some math too

But there were lessons,

A little few on hope too

Because that’s how I kept up,

I could’ve given up too

And then came the last summer,

The one that was unlike none,

We drove around a lot,

And stopovers for lemonades were fun

Last summer, our car broke down a lot too,

Fixing it was hard, but fixing it was what we had to

Soon, she took to a habit,

That of me fixing it for her,

So, when doctors took her to the Operating unit,

She said, my daddy would fix me sir

Who was to say what Daddy could do?

He was no doctor, had only hope to cling on to

The hope that he had taught her,

Today was Daddy’s test,

One he couldn’t falter

So that’s what I have been telling you,

Now you tell me something too,

Sometimes one of these days when it rains,

Should I not want to sit by the window sill?

And read her my favourite book?

Should I or should I not?

Want to watch her wonder at the rain drops again.